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Wednesday, August 24th, 2005
12:41 am

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<3 i love u chris
I don't belive that anybody feels the way i do about u now
Monday, August 15th, 2005
10:14 am
the one thing in my life i thouht was good is now gone.
he wanted to see other ppl.
so its gunna be hard watching him go out with other girls
i still love him so much though.
we never talk online anymore
i thought it would have lasted longer.
he said he would never break up with me
but we all kno when ppl say that its gunna happen


Current Mood: sad
I don't belive that anybody feels the way i do about u now
Friday, August 12th, 2005
12:30 pm
sometimes it feels as if i don't belong in this family. The screaming has gone far enough. A lot of my friends come over and see only half of the usually smackdown. i try and try to please everyone by it seems that i'm doing something wrong. the only thing that makes me happier is when i talk to my friends or dave. <3 thnxs guys. i love u dave.

Current Mood: i don't feel like anything
I don't belive that anybody feels the way i do about u now
Tuesday, August 9th, 2005
8:25 pm
ok sunday night brianne slept over
we like hung around and had margarita's NON-ACHOHOLIC
we rode our bikes down the street. then me and her like had a silly srting fight and stuff. hmmm big mistake a bunch of silly string all over the floor in the celler. today i just talked on the phone 2 dave 4 a few hours then talked to brianne
brianne went home around 10 pm
~Rachels cats had kittens
brianne: another bagel ur gunna get constpated!

justin omg u need a lesson about grls:

blitzkrieg1935: good
blitzkrieg1935: i firgure they would after wat i said
xLaGuNa BeAcHx52: wats ur middle name
blitzkrieg1935: y may i ask
xLaGuNa BeAcHx52: just wonderin
xLaGuNa BeAcHx52: wat is it
blitzkrieg1935: casey
xLaGuNa BeAcHx52: oh yea
blitzkrieg1935: i cant believe i said that to them
xLaGuNa BeAcHx52: JUSTIN CASEY DUFAULT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! first lesson
xLaGuNa BeAcHx52: play hard to get and don't chase grls off on purpose
blitzkrieg1935: miss teacher u sound mad
blitzkrieg1935: and miss mel speak english
blitzkrieg1935: plz
xLaGuNa BeAcHx52: lmao justin ur so funny
xLaGuNa BeAcHx52: ok really though
blitzkrieg1935: well can class be dismiss i have to to bed
xLaGuNa BeAcHx52: NO!
blitzkrieg1935: dude ill be grounded if i stay on any longer
xLaGuNa BeAcHx52: i don't care u need to kno how to treat a grl

justin: we have some work 2 do

Current Mood: drunk haha brianne!
I don't belive that anybody feels the way i do about u now
Saturday, July 30th, 2005
8:30 pm
ok so yea me and dave are going out :)!! its like the best thing i ever did. so bri kinda made a deal of it but then got over it. BRI: lesson in life, don't lie! so on wen. i left like really early and me and bri were talking really late that night. we made up a bunch of songs. lol.

thursday i went to the mall! they have a wicked cool mall. sry guys the only ppl that got something was brianne and kc i couldn't get everybody something. i had a $100 budget. u know we girls shouldn't have a budget when we sjop! i went $50 ovr. then i talked to dave (<333!)

friday i went to a water park. when my mom went down a slide she flipped back smacked her head on the slide and she got a really bad cut a inch away from her eye so she thinks she dislocated her shoulder. then i talked to dave on the phone and went online.

sarah: i heard about that accident are u ok?

saturday (today) i woke up at 8:00, watched some t.v. for a little bit. then dave called and we talked till miss brianne called us and wanted to be on 3way. so me dave and bri were on the phone then dave left and me and bri talked for a bit. then later we talked again. then after we talked again. and then we called dave's cell and he was at his grandmothers so we talked to him for a few min. then me and bri talked MORE! then she went to sarahs and i just sat around the apartment all day.

brianne: gwen stefani makes the perfect songs for us! oh yea and we ARE going to the mall with kc and dave!

love u dave

Current Mood: umm.......yea....
I don't belive that anybody feels the way i do about u now
Monday, July 25th, 2005
3:05 pm
ok i'm on the phone with megan and casey:

casey: the baby spit up on me.

megan: what color eyes does he have
Me: blue, back off bitch he's mine


megan: did u kiss
me: ya!
megan: where?
me: what do u mean!
megan: like where did u kiss him?
me: the mouth.....
megan: nooo like where at did u kiss him?


jaron: i wished u loved me still. i love u a lot though. its gunna be hard to go to ashleys and see u there and remeber that hell of a time. if u ever changed ur mine. i'm always here. u made me feel in love for the first time.


i'm on the phone with dave and brianne:

xlAsA dj 4 lif3x: LOL
xlAsA dj 4 lif3x: my nut jus popped
xlAsA dj 4 lif3x: elliot is gay
xlAsA dj 4 lif3x: melanie ismine
xlAsA dj 4 lif3x: i mean ur mine
xlAsA dj 4 lif3x: lol
xlAsA dj 4 lif3x: l,ol
xlAsA dj 4 lif3x: olol
xlAsA dj 4 lif3x: ol'
xlAsA dj 4 lif3x: ol
xlAsA dj 4 lif3x: ol
xlAsA dj 4 lif3x: ol
xlAsA dj 4 lif3x: ol
xlAsA dj 4 lif3x: l
xlAsA dj 4 lif3x: o
xlAsA dj 4 lif3x: o
xlAsA dj 4 lif3x: l
xlAsA dj 4 lif3x: o
xlAsA dj 4 lif3x: l
xlAsA dj 4 lif3x: o
xlAsA dj 4 lif3x: l
xlAsA dj 4 lif3x: o
xlAsA dj 4 lif3x: im 2 sexy 4 my pants

Current Mood: alright. still depressed.
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Sunday, July 24th, 2005
9:19 pm
i feel like i was cheated by jaron. but a part of me loves him so much. i think calling him made it worse. he hung up on me and didn't talk to me the whole time. nobody was there at ashley's except her and she was asleep. if jaron doesn't remember i am the onli one who does know.

Current Mood: sad
I don't belive that anybody feels the way i do about u now
Saturday, July 23rd, 2005
9:06 pm
uconnfan6569: this song......it makes me feel...like im in love lol uconnfan6569: well i am... .......at the end conversation uconnfan6569: gtg love u bye ................................ jaron: i love u. lol that was fun at ash's. ................................

Current Mood: loved
I don't belive that anybody feels the way i do about u now
Thursday, July 21st, 2005
3:12 pm
ashley's birthday reunion
ok so ashley gregson had a birthday party in the beginning of the year. and she has a wicked hot cousin. so i talked to him for the hole party and he seemed like such a sweetheart. so i began to like him. well yesterday i went to ashley's house and jaron (the hot cousin) was there. I was only suppose to stay for a lil bit but then i was invited to spend the night. so we went swimming, then we went inside, ate supper, we went up to her room, listen to music, and watched family guy. Then i went and found a football. we played football in her room.

jaron~no i love u more.lol.

Current Mood: tired because of minimal sleep
02 I don't belive that anybody feels the way i do about u now
Sunday, July 17th, 2005
4:57 pm
one month
i am like wicked depressed. its been a month since me meaghan, maura, and sarah got stuck in ware. that was so fun. that was the best day of my life. it was the first and last(maybe) time since i've seen seen nolan. megan is at camp so i can't talk to her. and she is the only one who really understood.

does anyone have a clue what his sn could be. meg said she couldn't hear him say it and she got fox123. its something fox(something)123. does anyone maybe have a clue what it is.

~*~leave some luv~*~

Current Mood: depressed and sad
02 I don't belive that anybody feels the way i do about u now
Thursday, July 14th, 2005
9:25 pm
ok on tuesday i did chores until lkike 8:00 and brianne came over. We did nothing really. we watched "I am sam", which is sadder than the notebook. we went to bed. woke up around 6:30 so its wensday. brianne is half asleep and doesn't usually wakeup that early. i had some coffe to wake me up. got ready. then my sister lost the her coupon book for chelsey to come. we spent an half-hour looking for it. so we had to pay a ticket for her to come in. we went on super man first. me and brianne were in the front of it. i mean wicked front and she was like really scared. after we went on batman we went on mind eraser and when my sister and her friend was on the ride i accidently broke the qbot. there was the wicked hot guy next to me and brianne in line. later we went to the car and cae up back on the trolly ad when we were in the parking lot there was this guy looking for cans in the trash. we went back to the park. acme back later and there was this hot guy sitting across from us on the trolly,. corection 2 hot guys and chelsey looked at him in the corners of her eyes and he started to laugh. it was so funny! then we went to the swim park and went on lazy river and went under all the water falls. it was wicked fun.

did nothing all day. this monday has been a month since i've last seen nolan. hes on my mind all the time

Current Mood: i miss nolan so much
I don't belive that anybody feels the way i do about u now
Tuesday, July 12th, 2005
11:48 am
+ Lives in:Warren
+ First Breath: january
+ School: Quaboag Regional Middle/High School
+ Ethnicity: wats that?
+ Religion: don't have a certain one but i belive in god
+ Shoe size: 8 1/2
+ Hair color: i don't know...i tink hazel
+ Eye color: hazel
+ Style: preppy and other things.
+ Fears: ok i'm going to be honest....grocery stores. i had a dream that i some guy came along and pushed me into a frezzer and he locked me in there. the key to the lock he swallowed so they had to do an operation to get the key out of his stomach. by the time they got the key i was DEAD.


+ Cheated on someone : well kinda, i kissed a guy in spin the bottle and the guy i was going out with at thatt time. *cough louis cough* said i did.
+ Been Cheated on : nope...I THINK SO!
+ Fallen off the bed : Yes
+ broken someone`s heart : yes
+ Had your heart broken: Yes
+ Had a dream come true: Yes
+ Done something you regret : YEA


+ Wearing : pink tank top with blue jeans
+ Listening to : my stomach make the hungry noise
+ Located : library
+ Chatting with : brianne on the phone
+ Watching : the computer screen
+ Should REALLY be doing : chores


+ Brush your teeth: Yes
+ Like anybody : hell yea
+ Have any piercing : Yes
+ Drive : i don't have a lisence but i can drive
+ Drink : no i wouldn't do that.....
+ Smoke : no
+ Got a pager : nope

+ Who is your best: well i have a lot of friends, i think, but my besty besty friend right now would be brianne
+ Who do you hate: MELISSA HUBBARD
+ Who is the shyest: nobody i can think of
+ Who is the most talkative: kasey
+ Who is the cutest: meaghan burns
+ Who laughs the most: brianne
+ Who have you known the longest: max richard
+ Who have you known the shortest: kasey f
+ Who do you miss the most: well not brianne cuz i see her ALL THE TIME. i think i miss maura and sarah because the are wicked funny
+ Do you hang out with the opposite sex: YUP
+ Do you trust your friends: yea at different times
+ Are you a good friend: i think so
+ Can you keep a secret: yes


+ Hugged: holly
+ Kissed: i chose not to respond.
+ IMed : dave, the guy that brianne likes
+ Talked on the phone: brianne
+ Yelled at: i don't know!
+ Fell in love with: bobby.


+ What do you want to be when you grow up: hmm thats a tuffy
+ What has been the best day of your life: OMG 6-17-05!
+ What comes first in your life: friends & family
+ Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend/crush?: a crush
+ What are you most scared of: grocery stores
+ What do you usually think about before you go to bed: nolan.
+ Did you lose someone you really loved: yea, nolan.
+ How many times have you fallen deeply in love: once
+ Love your family: ehh i guess
+ Love your friends: toetally


+ Movie: napolean dynamite
+ Song: i miss you by blink 182
+ Group: blink 182
+ Store: i don't have one because i don't want to make the other one feel bad.
+ Sport: softball
+ Ice Cream Flavor: vannilla with rainbow jimmys
+ Candy: resses pieces butter cups!
+ Holiday: chirstmas
+ Day of the Week: tuesday
+ Time: midday
+ Color: pink!
+ Name for a Girl: aubrey
+ Name for a Boy: logan


+ Like to give hugs: Yes
+ Like to give kisses: YES
+ Like to walk in the rain: toetally
+ Prefer black or blue pens: black
+ Like to travel: yeah
+ Sleep on your side, tummy or back: all of the above
+ Think you're attractive: well ppl tell me i am.....
+ Have a goldfish: no but i have a beta fish
+ Ever have the falling dream: yea
+ Have stuffed animals: TONS


+ Abortion: that is like so mean
+ Smoking: that is so gay
+ Eating Disorders: this is lso really gay
+ Suicide: this is the gayest thing to do
+ Summer: best time
+ Tattoos: ehh
+ Piercings: depends...


+ tongue or ear piercings: ear
+ Single or taken: single
+ 7th Heaven or Dawson's Creek: dawson's creek
+ Sugar or salt: Sugar
+ Silver or gold: silver
+ Chocolate or flowers: ITS TO HARD
+ Color or Black-and-white photos: depends...
+ Stay up late or sleep in: sleep in
+ Hot or cold: hot
+ Sun or moon: Moon
+ Left or Right: right
+ 10 Acquaintances or one best friend: One best friend
+ Mustard or ketchup: mustard
+ Spring or Fall: fall
+ Happy or sad: sad
+ Wonder or amazement: Amazement
+ McDonald's or Burger King: McDonald's
+ Mexican or Italian food: italian
+ Lights on or off: off ;)
+ Candy or soda: soda
+ Pepsi or Coke: pepsi

Current Mood: hungry
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Sunday, July 10th, 2005
6:34 pm
yesterday i went to my grandmothers, i got a latta at dunkin dougnuts and i was addicted to it. So we went to the store and i bought stuff to make as many lattas as i wanted, so i couldn't fall asleep till 12:00. I woke up around 10 and then i took forever to do my hair. then we went to zora's to eat. my grandmother got pissed at the waitres ppl. came home and had ice cream.

Current Mood: sugar high
03 I don't belive that anybody feels the way i do about u now
Saturday, July 9th, 2005
2:21 pm
how do u guys like the new lj?

old lj: blinkofaeye

Current Mood: bored
06 I don't belive that anybody feels the way i do about u now
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